It seems like forever since the last time I blogged, haven’t really wanted to, to be honest. Not even sure what brings me back today.
Let’s see, since my last post, i got laid off from a job that I totally hated. My closest cousin has decided to stop speaking to me and while in the beginning I found it very hurtful, i must admit that to a certain extend i’m over it. I’m not the person she is, nor will I ever be. I can admit when I am wrong and know that on a daily basis, I continue to be a work in progress. I haven’t caused your physical pain, nor am I a mind reader. Its always the ones that you care about the most, that end the end hurt you the most. At times when I was very fragile, some very hurtful things were said to me, some things were even thrown back in my face in a hurtful way, but in the end, its water under the bridge as far as i’m concerend. Life moves on. I tried to mend that relationship, by way of a card, but got no response and I will not try again.
My love life, as always, stinks. It does get me down most days, but others, I just tell myself that maybe this is the life that I am supposed to lead. I’d life to get married and have another child or two, but maybe that was just never in the cards for me and day by day I am coming to terms with that.
While this summer has had a few bumps in the road, for the most part, its been a fun one. I got closer to a long time friend and made a new friend and together, we’ve been having a good ole time when money and time permits.
