I am not usually an angry person, but for some reason there are some issues that seem to be holding on real tight and won’t let go. Just the other night I was going over one of the situations and wishing that I would have said more than I did. That makes me mad. I need to learn to let go. I have no control over how others are, or how they react to various issues, but at the same time, shit does hurt and it hurts real bad and I am trying to get go and let God, but boy oh boy its much harder than I thought.
